How illuminating is this feeling that encompasses my whole self. This feeling I have for you, this feeling I have for myself and that continues to grow within myself without restrains or boundaries. A fire was already burning inside me… But you poured gasoline on it and stand back with this sinister, yet genuinely pure and innocent smile on. Wearing it just as you would a floral print dress that waves gently Into the wind that couldn’t possibly blow softer. As if you knew all along but wanted to watch it happen because it never got old. And it never will get old, as I stand in testament to that… Having lived it myself. The image and memory playing and replaying in our minds for a thousand years before it ever took place.
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I reached my transcendental like enlightenment through a lifetime of pain and suffering that I wouldn't wish upon anybody. some of it brought upon my parents that left me in a motel when I was 1 years old, but most of it... Brought upon by my own self in self-destructive ways. I wouldn't take it back for the world nor a crown. In the Grand scheme of things... It took my own destruction three times over and many people left hurt or worse in the ashes of my wake to finally become something worthy of this world. View all posts by nilbynoon
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I am but a bird seeking solace in the etheral. Fleeting, fluttering moments of purity wrought amidst a sea of chaos 